I am slowly started packing as i have to give up this apartment by end of this month and head home town to spend my last of days here with my beloved family. Well at least that was the plan but it seems that the plan is going to change slightly and it may effect my whole plan about this blog too....OWHHHH NOOOO!
I host travelers all the time as i am in one of the famous traveler sosial networking site since I decided to travel the world last year. These people that i've hosted have really inspired me to do this ....to pursue my life long dream to see the world. So, before i gave up my apartment i decided to host one last traveler from europe. We click immediately through our emails. Finally arrived was this very tall gentleman...the tallest man i've seen so far....
He is great and good looking perhaps I could hook him up with one of my friends....little i know that he likes me from the moment he laid his eyes on me...well, at least that's what he said. We went out that friday night and i was busy drinking with my girlfriends and dancing away...he actually had a chance to chat with my other girlfriend and told her that he likes me.....my friend told me this the next day and i was like "Really? well that's is sweet" and i had a big smile on my face...the thing is while he was talking to this girlfriend of mine i was busy dancing on the dancefloor and got myself 3 cuties from Europe as well...funny enough they are from the same country as he is....so I introduced the other 2 to my 2 girlfriends and keep one for myself...we literally pull them out of that club to come party with us in another club....Mr H is watching me the whole time...the 3 boys decided to stay and only to join us later a they just got there...we all exchange phone numbers and he gave me 3 pecks on the lips before saying goodbye....i walk away smiling without having a clue that Mr H has a heart for me....Mr H and i then walk to my car to head to another club..he hugged me and told me some beautiful things that i didn't intented to hear....things that made me sober out from those drunkeness.
But he was very cool..very calm and collected.....one thing lead to another...in the end he told me all about his feelings towards me ...things like Im so beautiful the moment he saw me even i had no make up on at that time wearing my sleezy t shirts and torn jeans all sweaty from work. Its not something that i havent heard before ( i am not saying that to brag at all) but there's something in his tone that says he is genuine about it. It's the way he said it to me that doesn't reflect that he is only interested to get into my skirt...its all those tender kiss on my forehead that says it all....it's the way he speaks of me....the way he looks at me .....like he takes his time styding every inches of my body before he kisses em ....its our conversation that seems so comfortable with each other.....it's too soon i know i know....fuck i know! but i didnt ask for this, it just happened...and there wasnt any force to it...it just flows correctly...it feels right! half of me says i should hold back on this butterflies in my tummy but why? My verdict is if i had one more week to live or one more chance in my life..i would want to experience it...it may last or it may not but i'd rather have one short time of romance than not have it at all....i'd rather feel hurt than feel nothing at all...
So bring it on!
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