I am slowly started packing as i have to give up this apartment by end of this month and head home town to spend my last of days here with my beloved family. Well at least that was the plan but it seems that the plan is going to change slightly and it may effect my whole plan about this blog too....OWHHHH NOOOO!
I host travelers all the time as i am in one of the famous traveler sosial networking site since I decided to travel the world last year. These people that i've hosted have really inspired me to do this ....to pursue my life long dream to see the world. So, before i gave up my apartment i decided to host one last traveler from europe. We click immediately through our emails. Finally arrived was this very tall gentleman...the tallest man i've seen so far....
He is great and good looking perhaps I could hook him up with one of my friends....little i know that he likes me from the moment he laid his eyes on me...well, at least that's what he said. We went out that friday night and i was busy drinking with my girlfriends and dancing away...he actually had a chance to chat with my other girlfriend and told her that he likes me.....my friend told me this the next day and i was like "Really? well that's is sweet" and i had a big smile on my face...the thing is while he was talking to this girlfriend of mine i was busy dancing on the dancefloor and got myself 3 cuties from Europe as well...funny enough they are from the same country as he is....so I introduced the other 2 to my 2 girlfriends and keep one for myself...we literally pull them out of that club to come party with us in another club....Mr H is watching me the whole time...the 3 boys decided to stay and only to join us later a they just got there...we all exchange phone numbers and he gave me 3 pecks on the lips before saying goodbye....i walk away smiling without having a clue that Mr H has a heart for me....Mr H and i then walk to my car to head to another club..he hugged me and told me some beautiful things that i didn't intented to hear....things that made me sober out from those drunkeness.
But he was very cool..very calm and collected.....one thing lead to another...in the end he told me all about his feelings towards me ...things like Im so beautiful the moment he saw me even i had no make up on at that time wearing my sleezy t shirts and torn jeans all sweaty from work. Its not something that i havent heard before ( i am not saying that to brag at all) but there's something in his tone that says he is genuine about it. It's the way he said it to me that doesn't reflect that he is only interested to get into my skirt...its all those tender kiss on my forehead that says it all....it's the way he speaks of me....the way he looks at me .....like he takes his time styding every inches of my body before he kisses em ....its our conversation that seems so comfortable with each other.....it's too soon i know i know....fuck i know! but i didnt ask for this, it just happened...and there wasnt any force to it...it just flows correctly...it feels right! half of me says i should hold back on this butterflies in my tummy but why? My verdict is if i had one more week to live or one more chance in my life..i would want to experience it...it may last or it may not but i'd rather have one short time of romance than not have it at all....i'd rather feel hurt than feel nothing at all...
So bring it on!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Counting the days.....
Finally it is time to finalize that date to start my journey.....the journey to destination of no where but love.....oooooohhhhhh super cheesy....
cheesy of not i finally did it......i hit the button 'purchase this ticket'. It wasnt the feeling of excitement that i felt instead it was more like nervousness in me. My heart was unsettled the whole day. Like what the fuck, am i really doing this..what if this happen? and that happen? and all those negative thoughts start to ambush my freakin brain.....and i just breath deeply and tell myself...you cross the bridge when you get there girl...
It was tough though....i even had a problem now with the purchase...the transaction said rejected but my bank said the transaction went through so i gotta hit that low cost airline company tomorrow to see what's goin on....and then i ll able to book the rest of the tickets. I am lucky to get to stay with one of the best girl that been in my life. I promise that i will be her chef as long as i stay there as my return to thank for her taking me on and her house is 5 minutes away from the beach....aaahhhhh i cant wait....
I am counting the days :)
cheesy of not i finally did it......i hit the button 'purchase this ticket'. It wasnt the feeling of excitement that i felt instead it was more like nervousness in me. My heart was unsettled the whole day. Like what the fuck, am i really doing this..what if this happen? and that happen? and all those negative thoughts start to ambush my freakin brain.....and i just breath deeply and tell myself...you cross the bridge when you get there girl...
It was tough though....i even had a problem now with the purchase...the transaction said rejected but my bank said the transaction went through so i gotta hit that low cost airline company tomorrow to see what's goin on....and then i ll able to book the rest of the tickets. I am lucky to get to stay with one of the best girl that been in my life. I promise that i will be her chef as long as i stay there as my return to thank for her taking me on and her house is 5 minutes away from the beach....aaahhhhh i cant wait....
I am counting the days :)
ADD ( ANOTHER DATING DISASTER)
Sometimes I wonder why it keeps happening to me but it does....out of so many i will pick my 2 top favorites to share with all of you ladies out there than no matter what, we deserve so much more better than this
and for men out there...if this is who you are...you are soooo retarded!
Loser no 1
We got to know each other from mutual friends. He is quite a flaterer so you know, that was all right until we had our second date when he asked me out for a dinner. He suggested a restaurant. A mexican restaurant to be precise. I somehow felt like having asian food so i suggested another restaurant which i find has a cheaper selection of menu compare to the mexican restaurant. I ordered a curry noodle and he ordered a chicken chop or something like that. The conversation was allright except that he kept addressing her mom as a datin. Im like ..."ok....like i care" so anyways...dinner comes to and end and here comes the bill....he suddenly said " Owh Im sorry, I dont have much change with me?" and i was like " owhh OK...we'll no worries i'll take care of it"....
My question is, why would you wanna take me out for a dinner in a fucking mexican restaurant if you dont have the money anyway? super Loser....that's why....as if that is not enough to prove himself as a loser ..
he litterally asked the waiter to pack the leftover of my curry noodle for him to bring home...check that out ....aite! fuckin nasty loser right there...im like what the hell....!
Loser no 2 goes to Mr Cluesless.....like OMG! not only he cant speak english that well...he cant even speak well at all...he likes to repeat same word wayyy to many time...bluuurggghhhh time waster...
So, the story is I am designing a room of somebody that he knows so dearly. That's how we got to know each other. I think he was nervous to ask me out for a drink that he uses business meeting as an excuse to meet up. So it ended up with 2 things, he wanted my help to forward client's contact to him cause he just started his business and secondly he wanted to ask me out for a date right...thank god i already had lunch so I ordered myself a glass of orange juice...he hasn't had his lunch so he ordered himself some food and a glass of juice as well. Because he stutter too much..the time pass by and i had to order another glass of orange juice....so it was his fault definitely. You have to imagine how much of a time waster stutter he is cause i am a slow drinker.
Finally I had to go and we ask for the bill. 2 orange juice come up to 14 bucks and he said " owh let's split the bill"...i was in awe...and i pull out my fifty bucks to him and he said " owh that's too big...dont you have a smaller change?".....and I literally dig into my handbag and purse to search for small change....and finally after good 50 seconds of him waiting..i managed to gather 10 bucks...and I said " owh im sorry but i only have 10 bucks" and he said " owh ok not too worry" and take that 10 buck off my hand and put it in his pocket with a smile on his face as if he is doing me a big favour for blessing me the balance of that 4 bucks...like "Im so generous, am I" look! OMFG!!! OMFG!!!!
That is not all, he then ask me to be his plus one to a wedding and i dunno why i felt obligated to say yes because that client of mine that he is close to is right next to him. 2 days before the wedding though, he called again..i was on the phone with him for almost 40 minutes talking dunno what...cause he said the word "apa like million times.....eg " apa...eee apa tu...ee apa apa! eerrgghhhhhh.....just say it dude...fuckin say what you wanna say....and finally, only after I asked about the wedding dinner he said " owh about the wedding...im sorry my friend didn't book me any seat for you but i am wondering if you are free to go for a drink tomorrow night?" I felt like screaming to his face " FUUUUUCCCKKKKK OFFFFFFF!......
There you go, the examples of losers in this town....fuck i need to get the hella out of here!
and for men out there...if this is who you are...you are soooo retarded!
Loser no 1
We got to know each other from mutual friends. He is quite a flaterer so you know, that was all right until we had our second date when he asked me out for a dinner. He suggested a restaurant. A mexican restaurant to be precise. I somehow felt like having asian food so i suggested another restaurant which i find has a cheaper selection of menu compare to the mexican restaurant. I ordered a curry noodle and he ordered a chicken chop or something like that. The conversation was allright except that he kept addressing her mom as a datin. Im like ..."ok....like i care" so anyways...dinner comes to and end and here comes the bill....he suddenly said " Owh Im sorry, I dont have much change with me?" and i was like " owhh OK...we'll no worries i'll take care of it"....
My question is, why would you wanna take me out for a dinner in a fucking mexican restaurant if you dont have the money anyway? super Loser....that's why....as if that is not enough to prove himself as a loser ..
he litterally asked the waiter to pack the leftover of my curry noodle for him to bring home...check that out ....aite! fuckin nasty loser right there...im like what the hell....!
Loser no 2 goes to Mr Cluesless.....like OMG! not only he cant speak english that well...he cant even speak well at all...he likes to repeat same word wayyy to many time...bluuurggghhhh time waster...
So, the story is I am designing a room of somebody that he knows so dearly. That's how we got to know each other. I think he was nervous to ask me out for a drink that he uses business meeting as an excuse to meet up. So it ended up with 2 things, he wanted my help to forward client's contact to him cause he just started his business and secondly he wanted to ask me out for a date right...thank god i already had lunch so I ordered myself a glass of orange juice...he hasn't had his lunch so he ordered himself some food and a glass of juice as well. Because he stutter too much..the time pass by and i had to order another glass of orange juice....so it was his fault definitely. You have to imagine how much of a time waster stutter he is cause i am a slow drinker.
Finally I had to go and we ask for the bill. 2 orange juice come up to 14 bucks and he said " owh let's split the bill"...i was in awe...and i pull out my fifty bucks to him and he said " owh that's too big...dont you have a smaller change?".....and I literally dig into my handbag and purse to search for small change....and finally after good 50 seconds of him waiting..i managed to gather 10 bucks...and I said " owh im sorry but i only have 10 bucks" and he said " owh ok not too worry" and take that 10 buck off my hand and put it in his pocket with a smile on his face as if he is doing me a big favour for blessing me the balance of that 4 bucks...like "Im so generous, am I" look! OMFG!!! OMFG!!!!
That is not all, he then ask me to be his plus one to a wedding and i dunno why i felt obligated to say yes because that client of mine that he is close to is right next to him. 2 days before the wedding though, he called again..i was on the phone with him for almost 40 minutes talking dunno what...cause he said the word "apa like million times.....eg " apa...eee apa tu...ee apa apa! eerrgghhhhhh.....just say it dude...fuckin say what you wanna say....and finally, only after I asked about the wedding dinner he said " owh about the wedding...im sorry my friend didn't book me any seat for you but i am wondering if you are free to go for a drink tomorrow night?" I felt like screaming to his face " FUUUUUCCCKKKKK OFFFFFFF!......
There you go, the examples of losers in this town....fuck i need to get the hella out of here!
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