Finally it is time to finalize that date to start my journey.....the journey to destination of no where but love.....oooooohhhhhh super cheesy....
cheesy of not i finally did it......i hit the button 'purchase this ticket'. It wasnt the feeling of excitement that i felt instead it was more like nervousness in me. My heart was unsettled the whole day. Like what the fuck, am i really doing this..what if this happen? and that happen? and all those negative thoughts start to ambush my freakin brain.....and i just breath deeply and tell myself...you cross the bridge when you get there girl...
It was tough though....i even had a problem now with the purchase...the transaction said rejected but my bank said the transaction went through so i gotta hit that low cost airline company tomorrow to see what's goin on....and then i ll able to book the rest of the tickets. I am lucky to get to stay with one of the best girl that been in my life. I promise that i will be her chef as long as i stay there as my return to thank for her taking me on and her house is 5 minutes away from the beach....aaahhhhh i cant wait....
I am counting the days :)
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